A Positive Result

A Positive Result

A positive result

The test was positive, so wasn't I?

In another life I'd tried so hard

Wanted so much

It had been seen as the next step,

Inevitable, easy, expected.

But it wasn't to be,

Now after everything,

It happened.

As you grew, so did I,

Both of us developing,

Growing independantly, but as one...

As your strength developed, mine wained.

I was torn between doing the right thing,

Whatever that was or is,

Did I deserve you?

Did you deserve me?

I felt you deserved better.

That you were worth more.

I wanted you to have the best.

Was this the start of me becoming a true mother?